Leaving is always the hardest part

18/4/26

I went to go see Arca last night and it was fucking amazing. She is so cracked. Everyone in that room had so much energy. I left feeling so inspired. And to my despair the first thing I saw this morning was Madonna coming out for Sabrina Carpenter at Coachella. I genuinely don’t think I’ve ever been more jealous in my life. Whatever :(

Exactly one year ago today, I decided to change up my look. What seemed like just an outside thing turned into something so much more than that. What I didn’t know at the time was that it was the beginning of my journey of transformation. In the past year I feel as though I have grown so much as a person and an artist. I have a new found confidence that goes way beyond what I see in the mirror. 

Looking back to myself a year ago I was at the top of what felt like a downwards slope. However I picked myself up and connected with the inner most parts of myself. Whatever I went through at the time may have been hard but I wouldn't have it any other way. It catapulted me into the direction I should’ve been heading a long time ago. 

I’m in love with and excited for my future. I’m excited for everyone’s eyes to be on me. I’m excited to get on a fucking stage and show these bitches what’s up. My life is going to be fucking spectacular. I can feel it in my bones. 

Love

Leoni